Ah it's july already. darn it. im not a big fan of junior year. already.

About two weeks ago, I went to Lake Tahoe at the stateline of California and Nevada. pretty big blue lake. i seem to be going to a lot of scenery places this year.

 

that was a very short sample, but yea great place.

the county fair is going on at the moment. pictures of that may come up later.



 

ahem i guess ill be the most obvious biter but i hope she's not gonna mind . cuz i honestly lack the creativity and hyperness to come up w/ something better.

the contents of my sophmore year: 
- ran over by club duties (but loved it)
- hey AP bio isn't that... bad. sorta. ok maybe.
- new buddies
- baked a lot of cookies (peanut butter ones especially)
- band trip to disneyland :D
- learned a lot about heart relationships ... idk what kind of face to make.
- met lots of lots of lots buddies from HS around here.
- yay bassoon skills improved
- halfway picked up piano again
- ice skating yayayyayayyay (for fun i mean)
- INDIAN kids can be better than asian ones
- old, asian ap bio teachers can flip pancakes.... well.
- first sat ii test... not so bad i hope.
- used fbook a lot less due to parent restrtictions
- read a lot
- realized this years seniors can actually act like seniors. towards the end of the year.
- more weird mood swing times
- discovered i can't write application essays for crap
- learned there's such a thing as a sour sixteen
- went to anaheim and fell in love w/ key club
- sold a lot of cold Costco turkey wraps for fundraisers
- ate a lot of dumplings and not enough indian food

my list isn't as exciting. darn it. oh well must go eat mexican food and meet w/ key clubbers.

ok i know last time i said when i come back, there'd be pictures of the asian world, but i didn't get anything. :[ lack of going to asian-place-shopping last weekend. studying and sat ii bio and aps...
ILL DO MORE TMR.

main point tho, CMEA IS AT MY SCHOOL. its sorta hard to believe to me still that my school's facilities would ever be good enough to have CMEA here. we're not hosting it or anything, but they needed someplace cuz the university they usually have it at is suddenly charging them 123874297384$ so yea. i wanted to stay afterschool and tmr to help but we're not hosting it, just letting them use the place, so they technically shoudl have ppl, but it's still pretty exciting seeing how there are lots of richer schools around here. oh but we hav to perform early in the morning. T.T

but yea tmr after CMEA, i get to go the park and help run carnival games for little kids who are there to be adorable children and play and watch the duck (rubber ducky) race at the lake. local charity/school fundraiser thing.

ah crap STAR testing next week. stupid stupid stupid. i hate standardized tests.

ok so uhm ill add a few pictures anyway...

ok i know wasn't that interestinggg???
 

ok from back in like... november, i said id take pictures of the asian world in california and then never got around to doing that.
:P
i guess i forgot about it for awhile because every weekend i kept remember towards the end of sunday ... x.x
and then the camera was taken from my control for awhile.
but now it is back (for now) and i shall take pictures! esp. since its break and i MUST remember. yea. yea. ok
bbl later w/ pictures.

lili i wanna see your new kitty. now. :D

ah so only a week and a half until spring break :]
which means more cramming for ap bio and a sat II bio class :P
but also get to get up late and be lazy and BAKE :D

day 11 since the upsetting day and im feeling somewhat better. stopped crying at least.
Key Club International District Convention in Anaheim friday to sunday!! *cheers* i expect it will be the best weekend ever. (unitl the disney land band tourl.)
Cali-Nevada-Hawaii District! so many ppppllzzzz.
so much spirit.
our school key club mascot is Kirbyyyy!! the pink ball ish thing that fights the forces of evil!

lalaallala. missing a friday of school  means i need to go and be ahead of schedule by 2 days. great great great.

omg it stopped raining. yesss. bye rain, for another 9 months or so.

ok so completely failing life at the moment.
and scheduling for the next year's classes is always so depressing. its trying to plan one's future and coming to the realization that one's future depends on what's done in the years of most non-productive feeling. and not to mention there's no goal, no directional light in the horizon cuz the fog is being greedy. ok so yea but i wanna hear what ppl wanna be/have planned for themselves so at least i know somwhere in the world it's all well-planned for. ah i quite admire ppl with a direction.

anyway besides that. cmea solo/ensemble tmr. and i will die. period.
( i feel bad for my accompanist for having to play with a such a failing person. maybe i can present some slight worth tmr.)

omg the rain im going to MURDER it. why must it keep raining. ok well perhaps its decided to stop today. but still that doesn't help being wet. oh but even after so much dripping and coldness and fat drops of water, we're still in drought. wtl.

ok i must sound like some pessimistic loser.

the one thing that makes me happy i pbb shouldn't say to much about or else like i could be dead if in case mis padres decide to raid my life. which im quite sure they hav half-way by now. but "secretively".

i post like once or twice a month. me sucks.

what else. hmmmmmmmm ok AP us history is going to suck. history now is like ehhhhhh. and well at least we'll be more  used to craploads of busywork more than the kids in other teachers' easier classes.

ok hav a good life and comment please. its uplifting to hear from ppl.

so midterms will finally be over tomorrow. these half days are very nice and all but i end up procrastinating so much. ok well like it feels like i dont have that much studying to do left, but i actually do. and im not being very productive. i could even procrastinate on studying with something that actually counts as getting something done at least. like making something.

i want go play some yiruma...
warning. about to go on weird asian music rant. iv realized that a few korean groups are starting to sing chinese and sometimes japanese. more than before i guess. DBSK for one. im not positive about exactly what happened to Suju but SujuM has a few awesome chinese speakers. all these asian groups mixing in languages. i know fei lun hai (TW) has tried japanese, but uh to me, i think that didn't go as well as hoped. jj lin has a sorta old hit with a small bit of korean. i hear, supposedly, koreans are interested in learning chinese now. dont hit me if you dont think so. im not quite sure if i believe it tho it might be possible.

tomorrow should be a good day i hope. only one final. then ill be done with all the lner;lkaehrlawiher moments. and then a weekend of semirest. i shoudl really get ahead on some things so that im not completely stuffed the next week. what with 8 hours of city honor band and then more and then concert... and key club conclave meeting idk if i can go to since my weekend is filled. hmmm im rather looking foward to the ARCs (advanced reading copies) programs for Literarly Club at the main library. service hours for reading unpublished copies of books and reviewing. oh darn i have to let the service coordinator/teacher at our school 'approve'/know about it.

:P

(oh do tell me what you think even if you hate it.)
 

ok ok so yea i know i havn't posted in a long long long time. i need to be more productive normally so i hav more time for stuff like this. i guess i shoudl have more time now that im off gmail/facebook/aim more. but the thing is like... rarely does anyone comment cept lili dear but oh well.
so the video is of this one story one of my buddies and i hav been completely crazy over. its about these two twins and the ending is so much like a tale of two cities. that books is one of the best. even if its a sophie english class book. :P

hmmm i wonder if that works. ok well i really like the song, of which the original is with synthetic voices and sorta creepy i tihnk. the plotline is basically the princess is the twin of her loving brother and servant. there's a redhaired girl who begs something of the princess, who is evil and corrupt i guess, so she acts unfairly. then she spots this guy she likes... but he already loves the green-haired girl. the princess' twin/servant falls in love with the green-haired girl immediately, which makes the princess extremely sad and jealous. so she orders the death of the green-haired girl. so her twin goes and kills the green-haired girl even though it hurts him so much. the townspeople eventually can not put up w/ this cruelty anymore so they revolt, led by the red-haired girl from before. the servant doesn't want his princess to die, so they switch clothes and he dies a guillotine-like death in her place. 悪ノ召使 servant of evil. len and rin.